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Every Poem he wrote me

Some things in life leave me speechless

Others leave me confused

Some things are just needless

And usually im just bemused

But then you came into view

In all your beautiful glory

How could I ever be blue?

The rest will be history

I thought id never be over my past

I always seemed glued to love lost

Happiness never seemed to last

And my dreams got tossed

Now here you are

Like an old yet new flame

Shining beautifully like a star

And I know this isn't a game

So come whatever may

As long as I've got you babe

Let them say what they're gonna say

We'll just move on by and wave

There's few who can do it

Raising kids on their own

You barely get time to sit

And time always feels like its on loan

But you're definitely a pro

And don't let anyone tell you otherwise

You refuse to just let them go

You can see the love in your eyes

Things will happen that seem bad

There's a limit to what you can do

Sometimes, things may seem sad

But you stick to them like glue

Don't let anyone question your strength

No, not yourself either

You'd go to any length

Just to shield them from even the weather

Remember that as long as you do your best

And be the amazing mama you are

They will always love you more than the rest

They know if they call, you won't be far

So keep your head held high

Be proud of what you do

Even when you want to cry

Remember who all loves you

I love you so deeply

I fell for all of you

And I dropped steeply

And I know you did too

Maybe that's why I now question

How much of me I wasted

I won't treat the past with rejection

It was bittersweet once it was tasted

Now I just feel... Old

I'm questioning what I have remaining

Time was the most precious thing I sold

And it's not something I can be regaining

It's time I looked at my own mortality

And enjoyed what ever I have left

You are both dream and reality

My heart was a simple theft

Maybe I'm just being dramatic

Or maybe I have had life all wrong

It hasn't exactly been cinematic

But now it's time to write our song

Some might say you're salty

But I find your taste sweet

They just don't know the reality

That with you they can't compete

You got the looks

You got the amazing personality

And you can't get either from books

And thats using simplicity

There's little you can't do

When you put your mind ahead

You're amazingly talented, it's true

And not just in bed

It may, to some, sound crass

But you're one of a kind

I don't care if that makes me an ass

But you're truly a lucky find

So I will hold you near

And protect you at my best

You have nothing to fear

Because my love for you is just barely confessed

Some might say you're salty

But I find your taste sweet

They just don't know the reality

That with you they can't compete

You got the looks

You got the amazing personality

And you can't get either from books

And thats using simplicity

There's little you can't do

When you put your mind ahead

You're amazingly talented, it's true

And not just in bed

It may, to some, sound crass

But you're one of a kind

I don't care if that makes me an ass

But you're truly a lucky find

So I will hold you near

And protect you at my best

You have nothing to fear

Because my love for you is just barely confessed

I love a girl that smiles like you

I love a girl that rocks out to ac/dc

I love a girl not afraid laugh out loud too

I love the girl right beside me

Some might call it corny

Some might even say I'm crazy

But I'm only crazy for you

And that's what is true

I love a girl who is sweet but tough

I love a girl who can be herself always

I love a girl who likes it rough

I love the girl who's beside me every day

Sure there's others out there

But to be fair

They never had anything on you

And now I'm stuck like glue

I love you for holding my hand

I love you for knowing when I need that

I love you for where you stand

Which is always right beside me, Kittykat

I couldn't do this without you

You are my everything

I'm already looking for a ring

Because you've given me everything

Some gave me their attention

But that's not always good

Some gave me pause for reflection

And showed me where I stood

You gave me my smile back

And now we're forever tied together

Even if my favorite style is black

You love me like no other

And so we created more than a bond

We're making the stars shine on something new

In life, we've both been conned

But we found a happiness that soon will be due

Some may call us foolish

But they're nothing if not bitter

While we found a star upon to wish

But they won't come hither

No, nothing could break us now

And I couldn't be happier

So I'll make this vow

...That I won't make this any sappier!

It's true I am a kidder

But I love you more than I can say

So we might sometime need a sitter

But I like it this way

I won't ramble on anymore at the moment

Because sleep is closing in

Your touch is just so potent

And sleep is only where our dreams begin

What can I even say?

Nothing truly expresses

The way I feel about you each day

When loving you, there are no excesses

I can't live with the thought of losing you

I can't breathe when the worst comes to mind

I can't deny that it is true

That without you, I'd be lost and blind

If the worst should ever occur

I will walk out into the rain

Hopefully a great downpour

And drown in my tears with that pain

Your soft touch gives me strength when I'm weak

That soothing voice calms me when I'm angry

That smile makes my heart speak

And those eyes lift me when I'm lonely

I could never ask for more

But I will ask that we stay together

No matter what life has in store

This love feels stronger than leather

Even the thought of losing it makes me weep

Yet each day feels like a threat

I am your's, forever to keep

Even if this love makes days feel like debt

I won't dwell on it for long

But into my mind, these thoughts creep

Like a soft but eerie song

Remind me that eventually... we all eternally sleep

I won't wait for that terrible day

I'll shower you with love and affection

More than I could ever say

And for as long as I can, I'll be your protection

Don't mind me over here staring

I'm just so amazed

My heartbeat is blaring and booming

It's got me dazed

There aren't words to describe

How good it feels to breathe

There's nothing that could transcribe

What this feeling can unsheath

Things are changing so fast

I can barely keep up with it

This has to last

Because its the fire in me you've relit

I have things of my own

Hell, I have you and it feels right

I don't have sins for which I need to atone

And we never even fight

Maybe this is home for me

Maybe I can feel alright

Maybe now I can truly see

That in my life and soul, you're the light

You met me in a broken place

You held me close and never let go

You kept up the pace

And gave me a love that I can truly know

So don't mind me over here mesmerized

Just by you being beside me

I really was surprised

That this isn't a dream, but a reality

I can't, for the life of me,

figure out how I got so lucky.

I also can't figure out why your ex husband

treated you the way he did.

Or how.

Maybe you were different back then?

I don't know.

I doubt that though.

Jessica you are beautiful in every way.

I wish I could make everything so much better

than it is right now.

I'm just trying to keep things afloat.

When I'd rather everything was going good.

I don't want you to stress.

Hell, I'd rather not be so stressed.

I would rather have all my attention focused on you.

We will get to that point if I have anything to say about it.

I Love you

"The hardest ones to love

are the ones that need it the most."

​

I used to live by that.

I loved a couple of people that made it very hard to love them.

However, loving them was only half the battle.

They had to choose to accept it

and then choose to thrive themselves.

Neither of them really did.

Eventually, I had to choose myself

and that's how I ended up where I am today. Now I have a love that not only needs it

but craves it from me and me alone.

She is my world and my everything.

I wouldn't give her up for anything or anyone.

Never will I abandon her the way that she has been in the past and definitely not the way I have been in the past.

Jessica and I are a team.

I believe that because she's made me believe that.

There have already been times when she should have turned her back on me and blamed me for situations that I at least helped put us in.

She didn't.

She stuck by my side and wouldn't abandon me.

So, I absolutely won't do that to her.

She's amazing, loving, sweet, and kind.

Love you babygirl

Life is a stormy sea

Sometimes those storms come ashore

Insanity quickly becomes reality

Thunderous waves wash away every floor

Yet there are those who persist

They take a beating but are undefeated

It's death that they truly resist

To them, life is always uncompleted

There's not many of these

But I have met a few

Little brings them to their knees

Of this few, one of them is you

I've seen you stand alone

Staring down a thousand evil eyes

It's not through strength of muscle or bone

But it is your character that never dies

You've heard it all before

And you have cut through all the lies

Then you kicked down my door

And with you, I finally began to rise

There's no words that can communicate

What you have done for me

It was almost too late

But you are my light across this stormy sea

I was a sinking with the other ships

And you brought me to shore

Merely with the taste of your lips

And a love my broken heart couldn't ignore

I have no idea where I'd be without you, but I never want to find out. You saved me from the darkest of nights and held me in the freezing cold when I was at my loneliest. To this day you show me love and affection I've never truly known before.

I'm not at all used to it so I'm sorry if I sometimes come off as awkward about it. It's a very unique feeling to have someone who just looks at you with love in their eyes for no reason at all and gives affection without expectation other than that I will love you the same in return.

I don't regret the past. I would never have known the difference between true love and forced romance otherwise. I was the one forcing the romance. I was the one constantly clinging to what was never meant to be mine in the vain hope that it would one day become true love. I wish that had a better outcome but it had a truly bad one because I let it continue for far longer than I should have. I shouldered the burden of trying to take care of someone rather than letting themselves take care of themselves and find their true happiness and love.

In the end, I forgot how to take care of myself and how to even care about myself. How can you love anyone else at all when you have begun to hate yourself? The answer is that you can't. You saved me from continued misery amd showed me what it means to be happy. I've even been able to be happy for others again. That's a feeling I've not genuinely felt in a long time, and that's also my fault.

Truly, misery loves company. Jessie, you saved me from that trap. I just want you to remember a few things.

I will always love you.

I will always be right there by your side.

You earned that from me and all you had to do was be yourself. You're amazing, beautiful, cute, and jaw dropping sexy.

I never thought I'd be so at peace

Even when the world is throwing stones

When I'm with you all the noise seems to cease

And I can rest these world-weary bones

You took me to a place

It was a place I hadn't been in so long

And you took me out of the rat race

You made right with me all that was wrong

I wasn't looking for a savior

Just a safe place to rest

What I found was a genuine person and lover

Who always keeps me at my best

I will be forever thankful for you

And everything that you've given me

I only hope to be able to give back what's due

Which is whatever I can from the land to the sea

You deserve it all and so much more

You're an amazing lover and a mother

Not that anyone is keeping score

But I think you've beat every other

There's so much I want to do

But there seems so little time

All the things I want to do with you

And not being able to, seems like a crime

Where do I even begin?

You're more than my everything

You're the reason my spirits have risen

From a time when I had nothing

We could sit and stare at the stars all night

But I'd be looking more at your beauty

Some might not see it all as right

But this love is worth more than any diamond or ruby

Maybe I am a fool

For rushing in the way some say

But I'm not interested in doing what's cool

Nor do I care about the "right way"

Jessie, you are the one I waited for

For a long time, I went astray

But eventually found the right door

And the past just seems so far away

Let this be a love letter

Or let it be a vow

You've done nothing but make my life better

And I'll stay with you forever if you'll allow

If I had known then what I now know

I wouldn’t have questioned this so much

I had trouble letting the past go

And sometimes it still feels like a crutch

But that hardly matters these days

Because you bring a smile to this aging face

I’m tired in so many ways

But you keep me in the race

I won’t say we don’t have ups and downs

But it’s hard to complain

When I wear so few frowns

The past feels like an old stain

It’s still there but hardly worth a second look

Your erase the heartache and the guilt

And gave me back everything they took

You envelope me like a warm quilt

I feel protected from what could have been

All the while falling more in love with you

Every day makes me feel new again

And I hope it’s the same for you.

His Letter to me

Hey Babygirl<3

​

First I just wanted to say that I love you. It's not like I've ever felt before, either. Yes, I feel giddy like a kid again. And yet... It is so much different. For starters, I feel like I can trust you and I haven't felt that in a long time. Still, there's much more to it. I finally feel understood by someone and like I actually might understand someone else. Nothing feels forced. We're naturally flirty with each other. We love a lot of the same things. We listen to each other without have to try too. We don't offend each other. Hell, you even like my sense of humor!

We both have a past and they mirror each other's. I think that helps in its own way. We know what the other has been through. We're open about it. I could complain about what's lead me to you but I'm not going too. Everything fell into place just the way it needed too and it still is.

That's not to say that I don't still have my fears, irrational though they may be, but you erase those every day. Just seeing you smile warms me up when I'm feeling cold inside. You love it when I'm happy and goofy, well, you're the reason that I'm happy and goofy. Making you laugh, smile, blush etc. is what makes me that happy.

So come whatever may, I always want to be with you. I am putting away my fears and my depression. I won't forget what got me here, but I will never let go of what I have now, which is you.

​

Sincerely,

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Your Danny

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